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With you
Part 3: Thinking of you (Hey!
That was a title for one of my previous fics!)
Standard YYH disclaimer
Note: I really enjoy writing
this fic, it’s been long since I wrote any sap and drama. Too much action and
conflicts, but that fic is still my fave. *Grins* Hope you like it minna-san!
On with the fic!
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The stars were so beautiful...
Kurama hugged his knees to his
chest, a dull ache within his chest. Hiei hadn't come back yet. He last saw the
fire demon 3 years ago.
3 years...
How could this have happened?
He couldn't understand it. He told himself that life would go on. He kept
telling himself that for the last three years, though his body had moved on.
His heart hadn't. He was still madly in love. With a rotten-tempered fire demon
named Hiei.
His eyes landed on a picture
frame on his desk. It was the image of his mother, her face frozen in a smiling
mask.
The kitsune could feel the
tears prickling behind his eyelids.
She died. Two years ago, in a
car accident that killed not only her. but his stepfather as well. Shuuichi
managed to survive the accident and was now living with his aunt not far from
his apartment.
A knock on the door jolted him
out of his reverie.
"Come in."
The door opened and a pretty
brown head poked in.
"Dinners ready."
Maya, his fiancee, said cheerfully.
"I'm sorry, Maya. But I'm
really not that hungry." Kurama answered.
A crease formed in Maya's
forehead. "Are you sure your well? I could bring you some soup if-"
"No, I'm fine
really." Kurama cut in.
"Okay...But if you need
anything. Just call me okay?" Maya said. Kurama nodded at her and she
closed the door.
He sighed wearily. It sounds so ironic, doesn't it? The
youko thought. Here he was, still nursing a broken-heart. At the same time
having a fiancee that was supposed to forget about him when he was ten. When he
first met Hiei.
It was such a coincidence when
he met Maya again a week after Shiori died. Kurama could still feel the warmth
and friendliness the girl had around her. And he decided that day to move on, to
forget about Hiei and move on with his ningen life. He was a jerk, asking for
marriage from a dear friend even if he was still hung up with someone.
But you still haven't moved on, haven't you? A voice mocked inside. You still haven't moved on. Your really
pathetic! Your a thousand-year old youko! You could make anyone fall on their
knees, begging for you to ackonwledge them.
"No that's not true,"
He whispered to no one in particular.
But it's true isn't it? Forget about that bastard! He doesn't
know what he's missing, Forget about that arrogant, insensitive and unwanted
koorime! You could do better! The voice mocked.
"Stop it!" He
whispered forcefully, "I don't want this pain anymore...Just go
away!!"
The voice stopped and Kurama
sagged against the window's frame. He let go of one of his knees and let it
dangle above the floor. He could clearly remember that Hiei always sat on his
window in this position.
Hiei...
Please...
Please come back...
Please come back...
I can't bear this pain anymore...
I love you so much...
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End
of Part three