With you
Part 16: The Sorrow of pain
By: Sano
Standard YYH disclaimer
Note: Sorry for those who want to kill me. I have perfected the
art of making Kekkai’s!! And damn Isaac Newton for helping make algebra!!!!
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Kurama felt incredibly comfortable and warm. A hand was stroking
his hair tenderly, just like his mother. He sighed contentedly; he never wanted
it to end.
Kaasan…? He thought dazedly. No…his Kaasan already died. She can’t be
here with him, or can she?
It suddenly dawned on him that someone was holding his hand, and
he could here faint snoring beside him. His emerald eyes snapped open in alarm,
and Hiei’s warm ki flooded his senses.
Green
eyes widened with shock at the sight of his best friend sleeping beside his
bed, his head leaning on his hand. Kurama’s breath caught at the innocence the
fire demon was showing. The intensity of his crimson eyes closed in slumber.
Without
thinking, the youko’s hand touched Hiei’s petal-soft cheek. Kurama allowed his
love to flow through his features. His emerald eyes glowing and a loving smile
on his lips.
Hiei’s
eyes suddenly fluttered open, revealing his crimson orbs. “K’rama?” He uttered,
his voice husky from sleep. He locked eyes with the fox and saw love and desire
in its green pools, mirroring his own.
Kurama
tore his eyes away from his and took his hand away. He bent his head down.
Letting his red mane curtain around his face. “What are you doing here, Hiei?”
He asked softly.
Hiei
didn’t say anything.
Kurama
looked up and turned to the youkai. “I asked. What are you doing here?”
But
still, the half-koorime remained silent.
“Dammit,
Hiei!!” Kurama exploded. “Why are you doing this to me? For three years you
left me, nobody ever heard a word from you. You never knew how worried I was!
Every time I hear a tap on the window, I run to see if it was you. But you were
never there…”
Kurama
continued. “That night, that night that I told you I loved you. I though you
were going to return my feelings, but you didn’t, instead, you leave me and
then come back just when things were normal in my life.” He closed his eyes as
he let the tears fall.
“Why,
Hiei?”
Hiei
was speechless; he never knew Kurama felt this way. He never knew that he was
hurting the only creature that was dearest to him. He gathered the sobbing
youko into his arms. “I’m sorry…” He whispered. “I never knew you felt this
way.”
Kurama’s
sobs suddenly stopped; he shoved Hiei away from him and slapped him across the
face. Hiei’s eyes widened, he looked like he was a deer caught in the headlights
of an oncoming car.
“Get
out.”
His
mouth slightly ajar, Hiei managed to choke out. “Naze…Kurama…?”
“I
said, Get out! Get out of my room. Get out of this world. Get out of my life!!”
Kurama yelled angrily. “This is too much, Hiei. I don’t want this anymore. Now,
get out before I kill you!!” He lied down on the bed and turned his back to
Hiei.
He
felt Hiei rise from the bed and the window opening. A gust of wind entered the
room as a sign of Hiei’s departure. He heard something fall on the floor with a
soft ‘click’ and he stood up to see what it was. His eyes filled up with tears
as his eyes focused on an object sitting on the floor.
A
black tear gem.
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End
of Part 16