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Thoughts
By: Sano
Standard YYH
disclaimer ^_^
Note: Shounen
ai. Can’t help it! I jut love this two together sooooooooo much!!
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I was watching him perched on a tree outside his window while he
did those ningen works he always brings with him from school.
His window
was open so the cool night air played with his red tresses. Suddenly, I had an
impulse to run my fingers through those red tresses. I shivered. But not from
the cold night air, it was unusual for fire demons to be cold since they can control
they’re temperatures.
I shivered
because of the feelings running through me. Before. I only had one goal in
mind:
To find
Yukina, my sister, and protect her from any harm, but Kurama changed that.
That stupid
fox stirred feelings inside me that I thought I never had. At first, I thought
that ningens where stupid and idiotic. Kinda like Kuwabara. But that fox has
altered that trait. Even though he was a half-youko, he was still human and he
changed my view of ningens, that not all of them are stupid like that stupid
oaf. I followed him with my eyes as he walked over to his bed and sat
down and started to brush his brilliant red mane.
I gazed at
his hands as they stroked the brush through his brilliant red mane of hair. How
much I wished I were injured so Kurama would take care of my injuries with
those caressing hands of his.
A shiver ran
through my body as I pulled my cloak tighter around me. I could feel the *need*
and *desire* run though me as I stared at him. How I just wanted to jump inside
the room and run to my beloved kitsune and shower his beautiful face with
kisses.
But I
couldn’t do that.
A beautiful
creature like Kurama would never love a forbidden child like me. Thrown away by
my own tribe because I was a bad omen, a taboo, and a disgrace. That’s why I
couldn’t tell Yukina that she was my sister. I was content just keeping her
from harm and making her happy.
Even if it
meant not killing that stupid oaf that was a pathetic excuse for a boyfriend, I
sucked in my breath as I saw Kurama walk over to the window. He leaned over it
and seemed to search for something-or someone.
I banished
the thought that maybe he was waiting for me and held my breath when he stared
at the tree where I was sitting on. He seemed to be staring straight at me.
I exhaled in
relief when he walked back to his bed and lay down to sleep, his crimson hair
pooling on the pillow, creating a red halo around his head.
After I made
sure that he was asleep, I jumped inside the room and tiptoed to his bed. I
stopped when I was only a foot away.
His beautiful
emerald eyes were closed in slumber while the moonlight caressed his face, thus
giving him an almost angelic look.
My hands came
out of my cloak pockets in their own accord and inched closer to his pale face.
Aching to touch the smooth cheek that the fox possessed.
My hand
stopped an inch away and jerked back when his eyes suddenly fluttered open,
revealing his beautiful green-eyes.
I backed away
a few paces as he sat up with a surprised expression on his face. He blinked
twice and spoke. “Hiei?”
“Hn” I
replied. I racked my brain for an excuse. A thought popped into my head and I
opened my mouth to speak.
“I’m going to
the Makai for a few weeks to train with Mukuro, maybe you could-“
“Ai shitteru
Hiei.”
I stopped.
Did I just hear what I thought I heard? “What?” I asked disbelievingly.
“Ai shitteru
Hiei.” Kurama answered in a choked whisper.
I stood
there, shocked. I wanted to hear those magical words out of Kurama’s mouth ever
since I met him, but when I already did. I almost couldn’t believe it. No this
was a joke.
“You’re
joking fox”
“No. I’m
not.”
I did the
last first thought that popped into my mind.
I fled,
letting the dark night swallow me.
*^Owari^*
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