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Alone
By: Sano
Disclaimer:
YYH belongs to Yoshihiro Togashi and the song ‘Alone’ belongs to the anime
series ‘Gensomaden Saiyuki’. Not making money. Don’t sue me.
Note: This fic is Shounen ai. Don’t read this if you don’t like
it. I just thought the song was incredibly sweet and it fit the story. I’m only
putting the English translation here; you can ask me for the romaji if you
want. This is a Hiei POV, btw.
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A dry breeze is blowing
The city is getting cold
I wonder how many seasons have passed
Without even a sound?
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Why am I always here? I don’t know. I just find myself outside
your window every night whenever I’m in the Ningenkai…I feel that I need to be
close to you…
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All of the people coming and going
Bear heavy burdens,
Searching for tomorrow
Within the heat haze wavering in the distance.
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I
stare at your beautiful face, peacefully asleep and covered by warm blankets.
Your mysterious emeralds closed, hiding deep secrets from the world.
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Feelings like sand
Falling through my hands...
Suddenly started to throb with pain, but...
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Sometimes, I feel envy towards you…that your always warmed and
cared for…unlike me, I’m always alone. While people who care for you always
surround you, I’m always fighting for my life; each creature defeated cursing
me to the worst kind of hell there is.
You once told me that the all our companions, our friends,
that’s what you said. Cared for me too. Many times I doubt that, but at times…I
believe you…
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I've searched for pieces of myself,
Counting the endless nights all the while.
I almost lose myself.
Right now, without fail, I will walk forward,
however far.
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Why do you have this effect in me? No one has ever broken
through the walls that I’ve worked so hard on…but you shattered it all like
glass…with just a single smile…
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I wonder, why is the sky so vast?
Even though I tried to yell, my voice didn't come
And the tears poured out.
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I stare up at the starlit sky…diamonds twinkling in the sky…just
like your eyes when you smile or laugh.
All my life, I was fighting for myself, for power. And every
night spent on a tree branch, I always think if I’ll survive the next day.
The first time I met you…the first time I saw this youko
masquerading as a human boy with flaming red hair and beautiful green eyes…
When did I start to feel emotion?
I smiled ironically at the thought.
Of course, it happened when first I saw you.
My gaze shifted to a white tear gem hanging from a thin silver
necklace. This was one of the tear gems that my mother cried while she was
giving birth to Yukina and me.
I never knew if I could cry tear gems, I had never shed a tear
my whole life. But I knew…I would definitely cry hundreds…if the day comes…and
you tell me…
…That you hate me…
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I wonder where the birds are flying off to,
As they freely slice through the wind?
One can't return to the same place
As it once was in days gone by.
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For so long…this feeling inside me is growing stronger…like the
wind when a rainstorm comes…
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Even if I give up my dream like this,
I won't suppress my soaring heartbeat.
Someday, I want to reach
as high as the clouds.
I'll spread wide the wings in my heart and
journey once
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I wonder what might have happened in my life if we haven’t met?
Life would certainly lonely without you…
…I…I…can’t live without you in my life, kitsune…
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I will reach it, without fail.
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I would be forever be by your side…
Even if you don’t love me…
I’ll still be there…
By your side…
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I've searched for pieces of myself,
Counting the endless nights all the while.
These feelings are becoming so certain
I almost lose myself.
Right now, without fail, I will walk forward,
however far.
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I will love you forever, Kurama…
*^Owari^*
I *sniff* I…*sniff* I…finished it!! Yatta!! And *looks at the
clock hanging on the wall* I finished it in the span of an hour! Pretty long
ne? ‘Gensomaden Saiyuki’ is a series being shown here in the Phils. And I must
say, I am HOOKED, I love Hakkai! Hakkai! Cho Hakkai desu!! I love the 2nd
ending song, which is the one that I used now. The lyrics were so sweet and
meaningful that this fic idea came to me. And…it’s oozing with sap. *Sigh*
feedback at marga_yaoi@hotmail.com.
Arigato for reading!!